The Next Day

Well I pretty much hit rock bottom and felt pretty much useless. I felt extremely bad for my crew. They had no idea what happened. They were like my second family. We would help each other through hard times and had a lot of good times. I cried a lot and stayed in my bed all day. My partner dragged me out with my kids so I could get out of the house. It helped but it started a roller-coaster ride of emotions.

I woke up with the HR managers words floating in my head - they wouldn't stop. I just didn't get it.